2015年11月30日星期一

Coursework Final—2000 words

Romeo and Juliet, one of the most popular plays written by William Shakespeare, is the universally-accepted representation of immutable love. However, tasting the artwork carefully, I doubt that Romeo and Juliet’s love is not really that invulnerable. Since both characters are young and impulsive, many incidents could dramatically alter their emotions as well as behaviors. In order to demonstrate the change of affection in our scenes that we perform for this project, I excerpt lines from Act II Scene 1, when Romeo and Juliet reveal their deep love to each other and Act III Scene 5, when they start to become desperate because of imminent separation. As these two scenes both happen at Juliet’s balcony before the two lovers separate, I emphasized the emotional differences by using changed vocal tones, exaggerated movements and contrasting colors. These techniques clearly show that their fervent love is eventually affected by desperation, which leads to their impetuous decisions and tragic ending.

The performance starts with a hint of strong love when Romeo confesses his admiration under the balcony in Act II Scene 1, a scene filled with exchanging of romance, passion and hope. Romeo expresses his deep affection to Juliet by saying “It is the East, and Juliet is the sun (2.1 3).” This metaphor vividly indicates how fascinating Juliet is for Romeo, since “the sun” is the most unique substance in the world. Knowing Juliet’s real mind when she says, “In truth, fair Montague, I am too fond (2.1 103)”, Romeo could not conceal his exhilaration and vows to the moon immediately. Despite the family feud, Romeo bravely pronounces his firm determination and urgent love. Similarly, young Juliet also has an intense desire for Romeo. She would like to discard her family and “no longer be a Capulet (2.1 39)” for Romeo; she also discards a girl’s reserved manner, straightforwardly pouring out her heart to the man she only met once: “Thy purpose marriage, send me word tomorrow, And all my fortunes at thy foot I’ll lay (2.1 151)”. The candidness of Juliet demonstrates her enthusiasm towards affections. Furthermore, Juliet is confident about their love; she wholeheartedly believes that they will meet again and prove it legally: “This bud of love, by summer’s ripening breath, May prove a beauteous flower when next we meet (2.1 128-129)”. During their conversation, Juliet shows her reluctance to leave Romeo when she is forced to go into her room by the Nurse. She  immediately comes back to the balcony to meet Romeo again; she says multiple “goodbye” and “a thousand times good night” but just could not let Romeo leave. Romeo as well, grabs Juliet many times and waits for her patiently when she is in her room. In this scene, they feel loath to part from each other and gain plenty of hope for the future because of their fervent love.

In this first scene our group aimed at showing the beauty and brightness of strong love, and therefore constructed a cozy and romantic atmosphere. The entire scene was staged at the back of two windows, with a large table in front as fences of the balcony. I wore a crimson medieval dress, and my partner, acting as Romeo, was in orange to compare the ardor of our heart to gorgeous firework. In the beginning, I, as Juliet, was positioned on a little chair which was lower than the fence, and therefore I  could only see and not hear anything outside of the “room”. After Romeo quietly presented his monologue, I suddenly stood up. With a sigh, I started my own monologue with a complaining tone: “O, Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo (2.1 36)”. Juliet’s eagerness for Romeo was extremely strong. Therefore, I showed the counter emotions of both disappointment and expectation by grumbling the sentence above. When I found out that Romeo had heard my murmur, I first became shocked and immediately started to smile with excitement. I talked with him as genteelly as possible while not able to hide the chuckle in my voice since the man I love was standing in front of me with his true heart. When Romeo vowed, I stopped him nervously with my hand trying to cover his lips: “O, swear not by the moon, th’ inconstant moon(2.1 114-115)”. I raised my voice and spoke faster when I felt ambivalent for his promise, demonstrating that I wanted him to seriously vow. I even touched his cheek to show how much I was attracted to him when I say, “swear by thy gracious self (2.1 119)”. The most significant part which I emphasized was how difficult it was for Juliet to separate from Romeo even for a second. When I “hear some noise within (2.1 143),” I asked Romeo urgently to wait for me, while I ran inside and ran back to him as soon as possible. I pretended I was in a hurry for that short distance to indicate I cared about Rome and longed to see him. The second time when I said “a thousand times good night (2.1 164)”, I still held his hand when turning back to the “room”. Suddenly, I rushed out again and spoke loudly to him: “hist Romeo hist (2.1 169),” and then asked him when I should meet him the next day. During the whole part of asking, I was looking at his eyes with a smile. In addition to admiration, I expressed my dismay of his leaving by rising my hand in the air, pretending that there was a “wonton’s bird (2.1 191)” on my hand that I wish to keep. I held Romeo’s hand for the last time and returned to my room with a satisfied smile. When our hands eventually had to separate, I still kept mine spread at my back and tried to touch him with the fingertips. The series of movements showed how reluctant I was to leave Romeo, and how much I wanted to meet him again although he was right in front of me. Ended with Romeo’s passionate monologue about his eagerness of marriage, this scene presented the enthusiasm between Romeo and Juliet by bright color, agile tone and lively gestures.

The second scene manifests the deteriorated process of Romeo and Juliet’s love which starts with Juliet humbly begging: “Wilt thou be gone? It was not yet near day. It was the nightingale, and not the lark (3.5 2)”. Knowing that Romeo is going to escape, Juliet struggles to convince herself that is not true, which is the only thing she can do to comfort her broken heart. However, Romeo does not have the patience to be romantic when facing the risk of death; he directly points out the truth: “It was the lark…I must be gone and live, or stay and die (3.5 6-11)”. Later, Romeo becomes extremely impatient and complains his discontent towards Juliet with an ending sentence of “Come death and welcome. Juliet wills it so (3.5 24)”. In this situation, Romeo only cares about himself rather than considering how sad Juliet is. His love is gradually depleted because of the horror of death. Juliet eventually gives up trying to hold on to Romeo: “O, now begone. More light and light it grows (3.5 35)”. Romeo states his pessimistic mind to respond this sentence: “More light and light, more dark and dark our woes (3.5 36)”. If Romeo still loves Juliet as strongly as before, he will absolutely encourage her and try to comfort her. However, he cannot even convince himself to be optimistic, how can he help Juliet get out of this mood? Juliet loses all her confidence which is extremely strong in the first scene that she even disrupts Romeo’s vow because she knows he would come for her again the next day. In the current situation, she could only ask him diffidently, “O, think’st thou we shall ever meet again (3.5 51)”. When Romeo finally pacifies her by answering “doubt it not; and all these woes shall serve, For sweet discourses in our times to come (3.5 52-53)”, Juliet has already been dropped into the gulf of despair. She says “now thou art so low, As one dead in the bottom of a tomb (3.5 56)”, which foreshadows the probable ending of their extreme love: death. Romeo as well, has the same feeling: “And trust me, love, in my eye so do you. Dry sorrow drinks our blood (3.5 59)”. Both of them have lost passion and hope because the monster of desperation has converted their love into a burden and fetter, only providing them with anguish.

Entirely opposite from the first scene, this scene was set to heighten pessimistic mood of the two characters, whose love and patience had been exploited by despair. Compared to the vivid color of costumes in last scene, my dress here was in cheerless white and Romeo’s outfit was totally black, indicating the agony and dismay of our minds caused by the oncoming farewell. I was leaning my head on Romeo’s shoulder when I realized that he might leave soon and asked him as soft as possible: “Wilt thou begone (5.3 1)” I slowly raised my head from his shoulder, looking at his eyes with affection to show that I was trying my best to keep him staying. As reply, Romeo pushed me away and shouted loudly, “It was the lark, the herald of the morn, No nightingale (5.3 6)”. Accompanied with his cruel statement, he gradually walked towards the window and got ready to escape since being alive became his only concern at that time. I followed him immediately and shrugged my shoulders, arguing that “It was some meteor that the sun (5.3 13)” with a deep exhale because I knew what I said was unconvincing. After Romeo yelled at me, I finally gave up and dropped my arms weakly beside my body. “It is, it is (3.5 26)” I murmured this sentence crestfallenly, and held my left hand in front of my heart to demonstrate how painful I felt when “[the lark] dividth us.” Romeo, whom did not care about my emotions, moved away a little and said, “Farewell, farewell. One kiss and I’ll descend (3.5 42)”. However, we did not make the kiss a real one on the lips like lovers usually do. He grabbed my hand quickly, slightly touched it with lips, and simultaneously moved out. This series of impatient movements strongly implied that the only concern in Romeo’s mind was escaping; our love was unconsciously defeated by our own minds and behaviors. When Romeo got away from my balcony, I went after him again, asking him with a really invocatory voice: “think’st thou we shall ever meet again (3.5 51)”. I talked to him without any happiness and vitality to show that my optimism attitude was depleted by the truth, and I fell into a mood of darksome. Eventually, I stared at and spoke to him torpidly when he left my balcony: “now thou art so low, As one dead in the bottom of a tomb (3.5 56)”. I did not express any passion. Even though I reached my hand out pretending to catch him, I retracted it quickly. To imply my callousness, I conveyed the notion that Romeo had become a dead person in my heart, just like our love which had been pulled away by despair.  In total contrast to the first scene, where I spoke with him confidently and predicted our future positively, this scene expressed my desperation through those diffident tone, powerless movements and feeble faces.

Playing Juliet helped me understand deeply about Romeo and Juliet’s love, which is vigorous but brittle. From analyzing her language and acting her behaviors, I gradually realized that Juliet is the representation of every girl in the world, expecting liberty, passion and a profound relationship. Nevertheless, young love is never a stable factor. Desperation can always destroy irrational minds. Therefore, we should restore our patience, control our emotions and think deeply before making decisions in any situation. 


2015年11月18日星期三

That mysterious room👀

“Do not go to that strict lady who always walks quietly and seldom smiles!” Evil Sofia whispered to me every time when I peeped outside of the Writing Center. To go or not to go? That was a question. Being a whimsical girl who could always come up with weird ideas as well as “innovative” grammar, I was kind of afraid to go to the Writing Center. “Your ideas are great, and your construction of this essay is thorough! Do not spend thirty minutes talking with a stranger! You don’t want to do that, don’t you?” Evil Sofia shouted at my right ear loudly. No, I didn’t. I was reluctant to talk with people closely, and small grammar would not really bother me a lot. Therefore, I had no reason to set foot in that colorful room right? Every time when I passed by the Writing Center, I thought. I believed this situation would last forever, and my life would not be influenced at all, until a powerful wind had rolled me into that colorful world. 
“You have to make an appointment with Ms. Swift at least once!” Ms. Guarino straightforwardly pointed out her requirement, and I suddenly arrived at the green chair of Writing Center. Did not wait for me to comfort my little heart, Ms. Swift demanded softly:“Read your essay please.” “Oh my god! What a crazy thing! How could you read a 2000-word essay! You will die!” Evil Sofia screamed on my shoulder, and I could only slap her away. Scratching my head for two seconds, I started reading with a shivering voice: “Romeo and Juliet is...” Oh wait, I just found out a grammar error. Smiling embarrassedly, I clicked on my iPad and corrected the flaw. During the reading process, the situation above happened for multiple times, and many small flaws that I had skipped before were excavated. I realize that reading aloud an essay could be really helpful to check out grammar error, and I guess this is why Ms. Swift asked me to read aloud rather than just browsing.
“Remember to put the adverb right before the verb.” This sentence also became an alarm in my mind since I have written a lot of wordy sentences or enlonged them with useless propositions. For instance, I loved to write phrases like “the love of Romeo and Juliet,” which might be a strategy to fit the criteria of word count. However, it would be a lot more clear and neat if I simply said “Romeo and Juliet’s love”. Since my essay’s word number has already reached the maximum, I will simplify some redundant phrases and make the essay more explicit.
The experience of visiting Writing Center has broken my fear of stepping into an unfamiliar place and asking for help from an unfamiliar person. Well, it was really a great improvement for me. I believed it to be useful, since it encouraged me to learn another way of thinking and refreshing my minds. We could not always rely on the way we used to writing, or we will repeatedly make the same mistakes. Jump out from your “habit” and run into a stranger’s arm, you will absolutely find tons of inspiration filling your brain. 
Are you ready to visit Writing Center next time?

2015年11月15日星期日

Coursework Draft #3 (newest)

“Romeo and Juliet”, one of the most popular play written by William Shakespeare, is the universally-accepted representation immutable love. However, tasting the artwork carefully, I doubt that Romeo and Juliet’s love is not really that invulnerable. Since both characters are young and impulsive, any incident could alter their emotions as well as behaviors dramatically. In order to demonstrate the alternation, I excerpt lines from Act II Scene 1, when Romeo and Juliet reveal their deep love to each other and Act III Scene 5, when they start to become desperate because of imminent separation. As these two scenes both happen at Juliet’s balcony before the two lovers separate, I emphasized the emotional difference by using changed vocal tones, exaggerated movements and contrasting colors. These techniques clearly show that their fervent love was eventually affected by desperation, which leads to their impetuous decisions and tragic ending.

The performance starts with a hint of strong love when Romeo confesses his admiration under the balcony in Act II Scene 1, a scene filled with exchanging of romance, passion and hope. Romeo expresses his deep affection to Juliet by saying “It is the East, and Juliet is the sun (2.1 3).” This metaphor vividly indicates how fascinating Juliet is for Romeo, since “the sun” is the most unique substance in the universe. Knowing Juliet’s real mind when she says, “In truth, fair Montague, I am too fond (2.1 103)”, he could not conceal his exhilaration and vows to the moon immediately. Despite family feud, Romeo bravely pronounces his firm determination and urgent love. Similarly, young Juliet also has an intense desire on Romeo. She would like to discard her family and “no longer be a Capulet (2.1 39)” for Romeo; she also discards a girl’s reserved manner, straightforwardly pouring out her heart to the man she only met once: “Thy purpose marriage, send me word tomorrow, And all my fortunes at thy foot I’ll lay (2.1 151)”. The candidness of Juliet demonstrates her enthusiasm towards affections. Furthermore, Juliet is confident about their love; she wholehearted believes that they will meet again and prove their love legally: “This bud of love, by summer’s ripening breath, May prove a beauteous flower when next we meet (2.1 128-129)”. Juliet feels reluctant to let Romeo leave: during their conversation, Juliet is forced to get into the room because of the Nurse, and immediately comes out to the balcony to meet Romeo again; she says multiple “goodbye” and “a thousand times good night” but just could not let Romeo leave. Romeo as well, grabs Juliet for times and waits her patiently when she is in her room. In this scene, they feel loath to part from each other and gain plenty of hope for the future because of their fervent love.

In the first scene our group aimed at showing the beauty and brightness of strong love, and therefore constructed an atmosphere of cozy and romantic. The entire scene was staged at the back of two windows, with a large table in front as fences of the balcony. I wore a dark red medieval dress and my partner, acting as Romeo, was in orange to show the ardor from our hearts. In the beginning, I, Juliet, was positioned on a little chair which was lower than the fence and therefore could only see but not hear anything outside of the “room”. After Romeo quietly presenting his monologue, I suddenly stood up. With a sigh, I started my own monologue with a complaining tone: “O, Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo (2.1 36)”. Grumbling like a little girl, Juliet’s eagerness for Romeo was extremely strong. Therefore, I showed the counter emotions of disappointment as well as expedition by saying the sentence above. When I found out that Romeo had heard my murmur, I firstly became shocked and immediately started to smile with excitement. I talk with him as genteelly as possible while could not hide the chuckle in my voice since the man I love was standing in front of me with his true heart. When Romeo vowed, I stopped him nervously with my hand trying to cover his lips: “O, swear not by the moon, th’ inconstant moon, That monthly changes in her < circled > orb, Lest that thy love prove likewise variable (2.1 114-116)”. I raised my voice and spoke faster when I feel ambivalent for his promise, demonstrating that I wanted him to vow, but I did not want it to be informally. I even touched his cheek to show how much I was attracted by him when I say, “swear by thy gracious self (2.1 119)”. The most significant part which I emphasized was how the difficulty for Juliet to leave Romeo even for a second. When I “hear some noise within (2.1 143)”, I asked Romeo urgently for waiting for me, ran inside and ran back to him as soon as possible. I really pretended that I was running in a hurry for that short distance to show I cared about Rome and was longed to see him. The second time when I said “a thousand times good night (2.1 164)”, I still held his hand when I turned back to the “room”. Suddenly, I rushed out again and spoke loudly to him: “hist Romeo hist (2.1 169)”, and then asked him when should I send people to him the next. During the whole part of asking, I was looking at his eyes with smile. In addition to admiration, I expressed my dismay of his leaving by rising my hand in the air, pretending that there was a “wonton’s bird (2.1 191)” on my hand whom I just want to hold tightly. I finally held Romeo’s hand for the last time and returned to my room with a satisfied smile. When our hands finally had to separate, I still kept my hand spread at my back and tried to touch him with my finger tips. The series of movements showed how reluctantly I was to leave Romeo, and how much I wanted to meet him again although he was right in front of me. This scene ended with Romeo’s passionate monologue about his love and eagerness of marriage.

The second scene presents the deteriorated process of Romeo and Juliet’s love which starts with a humble beg of Juliet: “Wilt thou be gone? It was not yet near day. It was the nightingale, and not the lark (3.5 2)”. Knowing that Romeo is going to leave, Juliet struggles to cheat herself, which was the only thing she could do to comfort her broken heart. However, Romeo does not have the patience to be romantic when facing the risk of death; he directly points out the truth: “It was the lark…I must be gone and live, or stay and die (3.5 6-11)”. Later, Romeo becomes extremely impatient and complains his discontent towards Juliet with an ending sentence of “Come death and welcome. Juliet wills it so (3.5 24)”. In this situation, Romeo only cares about himself rather than considering how sad Juliet was; his love is gradually depleted because of the horror of death. Juliet eventually gives up retaining: “O, now begone. More light and light it grows (3.5 35)”. Romeo states his pessimistic mind to respond this sentence: “More light and light, more dark and dark our woes (3.5 36)”. If Romeo still loves Juliet as strong as before, he would absolutely encourage her and try to comfort her. However, he cannot even convince himself to be optimistic, how could he help Juliet get out of this mood? Juliet loses all her confidence which was extremely strong in the first scene that she even disrupts Romeo’s vow because she knows he would come for her again the next day. In the current situation, she could only ask him diffidently, “O, think’st thou we shall ever meet again (3.5 51)”. When Romeo finally pacifies her by answering “doubt it not; and all these woes shall serve, For sweet discourses in our times to come (3.5 52-53)”, Juliet has already been dropped into the gulf of despair. She says “now thou art so low, As one dead in the bottom of a tomb (3.5 56)”, which foreshadows the probable ending of their love: death. Romeo as well, has the same feeling: “And trust me, love, in my eye so do you. Dry sorrow drinks our blood (3.5 59)”. Both of them have lost passion and hope because the monster of desperation has converted their love into burden and fetter, only provides them anguish.

Entirely divers from the first scene, this scene was set to heighten pessimistic mood of the two characters, whose love and patience have been exploited by despair. I changed my costume into a white dress, and Romeo was wearing a black shirt in this scene, indicating the agony and dismay of our mind caused by the oncoming farewell. I was leaning my head on Romeo’s shoulder when I realize that he might leave soon and asked him as soft as possible: “Wilt thou begone (5.3 1)” I slowly raised my head from his shoulder, looking at his eyes with affectionateness to show that I was trying my best to keep him staying. As reply, Romeo pushed me away and said loudly, “It was the lark, the herald of the morn, No nightingale (5.3 6)”. Accompanied with his cruel statement, he gradually walked towards the window and got ready to leave since being alive became his only concern at that time. I followed him immediately and shrugged my shoulders, arguing that “It was some meteor that the sun (5.3 13)” with a deep exhale because I knew what I said was unconvincing. After Romeo yelled at me impatiently, I finally gave up and dropped my arms weakly beside my body. “It is, it is (3.5 26)” I murmured this sentence crestfallenly, and held my left hand in front of my heart to demonstrate how painful I felt when “[the lark] dividth us.” Romeo, whom did not care about my emotions, moved away a little and said, “Farewell, farewell. One kiss and I’ll descend (3.5 42)”. However, we did not make the kiss a real kiss on the lips like lovers usually do. He grabbed my hand quickly, slightly touched it with lips, simultaneously moved out. This series of impatient movements strongly implied that the only concern in Romeo’s mind was escaping; our love was defeated by our own minds and behaviors unconsciously. When Romeo got away from my balcony, I went after him again, asking him with a really invocatory voice: “think’st thou we shall ever meet again (3.5 51)”. I talked to him without any happiness and vitality to show that my optimism attitude was depleted by the truth, and I fell into a mood of darksome. Eventually, I stared at him when he left my balcony and spoke to him slowly: “now thou art so low, As one dead in the bottom of a tomb (3.5 56)”. I did not express any passion. Even though I reached my hand out pretending to catch him, I retracted it quickly. To show the callousness of me, I conveyed the notion that Romeo had become a dead person in my heart, just like our love, had been pulled away by despair. Totally contrast to the first scene, where I spoke with him confidently and predicted our future positively, this scene expressed my desperation through those diffident tone, powerless movements and feeble faces.

Playing Juliet helped me understand deeply about Romeo and Juliet’s love, which is vigorous but brittle. From analyzing her language and acting her behaviors, I gradually realized that she is the representation of every girl in the world, expecting liberty, passion and a profound relationship. Nevertheless, young love is never a stable factor: desperation could always destroy irrational minds. Therefore, we should restore our patience, control our emotions and think deeply before making decisions in any situation. 


Your Own Wonderland

What was the greatest wish during your childhood? Becoming a scientist? Being a princess? Winning lottery and never concerning about money again? For me, who was extremely cool and distinctive, I just wanted to get older. I often used my short fingers and later toes as well to figure out how much time I still need to grow “older”. However,, the play Peter Pan is a story about children who refuse to grow up but live an adventured life in Wonderland. Surprisingly, I enjoyed the show on Friday really much and even cried for several scenes. Do you want to know why? Let’s shrug our shoulders and fly to Wonderland; the reasons are lying there waiting for us. 

The story starts in a cozy room with mommy’s gentle humming, warm yellow lights shining like stars, and pink quilt covering soft bed.Three small children with various personalities rush in, talking about their game, talking about their complaint and talking about the ending of their favorite fairytale. Love from parents surrounds them, protecting, but also restricting them. This is a land of warmth, filling everyone’s childhood and initial memory; this is home.

On the other side of the world, there is a land, filled with flowers, amazing creatures and fairies. Adventures are happening every second on this land, and the protagonists of these adventures enjoy their freedom, passion as well as inevitable loneliness. Fairies are flying around, sparkling like diamonds under the ocean. This is a land of amazement, floating into everyone’s dream and imagination; this is the Wonderland.

Every child has a Wonderland: it might be green or pink, peaceful or chaotic, stable or fickle. The play Perter Pan directly depicts the Wonderland of Wendy, who is kind like a great mother. In her Wonderland, the hero is a naughty boy, who is both brave and negligent. Their friendship starts with Wendy helping the boy sew his shadow, and their friendship ends because of Wendy’s growth. As we gradually growing up, the Wonderland  fades from our brain little by little. This play has reminded me of my Wonderland, which triggered my curious of the universe, expectation of love and persistence of virtue. I thought I have forgotten those stupid imaginations which were totally impractical. Nevertheless, Wendy and Peter Pan’s friendship indicates that: no matter how old, how far, how happy or sad you are, your Wonderland will always be there waiting for you, just like you home.

Then, the question comes: where is your Wonderland now? 


2015年11月14日星期六

Coursework Draft #2

“Romeo and Juliet”, one of the most popular play written by William Shakespeare, was  the universally-accepted representation of pure and immutable love. However, tasting the artwork carefully, I doubt that Romeo and Juliet’s love was not really that  invulnerable. Since both characters are young and impulsive, any incident could alter their emotions as well as behaviors dramatically. In order to demonstrate the alternation, I excerpt lines from Act II Scene 1, when Romeo and Juliet reveal their deep love to each other and Act III Scene 5, when they start to become desperate because of imminent separation. As these two scenes both happen at Juliet’s balcony before the two lovers separate, I emphasized the emotional difference by using changed vocal tones, exaggerated movements and contrasting colors. These techniques clearly show that their fervent love was eventually affected by desperation, which leads to their impetuous decisions and tragic ending.

The performance starts with a hint of strong love when Romeo confess his admiration under the balcony in Act II Scene 1, a scene filled with exchanging of romance, passion and hope . Romeo expresses his deep affection to Juliet by saying “It is the East, and Juliet is the sun(2.1 3).” This metaphor vividly indicates how fascinating Juliet is for Romeo, since “the sun” is the most unique substance in the universe. Knowing Juliet’s real mind when she say, “In truth, fair Montague, I am too fond(2.1 103)” , he could not conceal his exhilaration and vows to the moon immediately. Despite family feud, Romeo bravely pronounces his firm determination and urgent love. Similarly, young Juliet also has an intense desire on Romeo. She would like to discard her family and “no longer be a Capulet(2.1 39)” for Romeo if possible; she also discards a girl’s reserved manner, straightforwardly pouring out her heart to the man she only meet once:“Thy purpose marriage, send me word tomorrow, And all my fortunes at thy foot I’ll lay(2.1 151)”. The candidness of Juliet demonstrates her enthusiasm towards affections. Furthermore, Juliet is confident about their love. She wholehearted believes that they will meet again and prove their love legally: “This bud of love, by summer’s ripening breath, May prove a beauteous flower when next we meet(2.1 128-129)”. Juliet feels reluctant to let Romeo leave: during their conversation, Juliet was forced to get into the room because of the Nurse, and immediately comes out to the balcony to meet Romeo again; she says multiple “goodbye” and “a thousand times good night” but just could not let Romeo leave. Romeo as well, grabs Juliet for times and waits her patiently when she is in her room. In this scene, they feel loath to part from each other and gain plenty of hope for the future because of their fervent love.

In the first scene our group aimed at showing the beauty and brightness of strong love, and therefore constructed an atmosphere of cozy and romantic. The entire scene was staged at the back of two windows, with a large table in front as fences of the balcony. I wore a dark red medieval dress and my partner, acting as Romeo, was in orange to show the ardor from our hearts. In the beginning, I, Juliet, was positioned on a little chair which was lower than the fence and therefore could only see but not hear anything outside of the “room”. After Romeo quietly presenting his monologue, I suddenly stood up. With a sigh, I started my own monologue with a complaining tone: “O, Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo(2.1 36)”. Grumbling like a little girl, Juliet’s eagerness for Romeo was extremely strong. Therefore I showed the counter emotions of disappointment as well as expedition by saying the sentence above. When I find out that Romeo had heard my murmur, I firstly became shocked and immediately started to smile with excitement. I talk with him as genteelly as possible while could not hide the chuckle in my voice since the man I love was standing in front of me with his true heart. When Romeo vowed, I stopped him nervously with my hand trying to cover his lips: “O, swear not by the moon, th’ inconstant moon, That monthly changes in her < circled > orb , Lest that thy love prove likewise variable(2.1 114-116)”. I raised my voice and spoke faster when I feel ambivalent for his promise, demonstrating that I wanted him to give me his vow, but I did not want it to be informal. I even touched hid cheek to show how much I am attracted by him when I say, “swear by thy gracious self(2.1 119)”. The most significant part which I emphasized was how the difficulty for Juliet to leave Romeo even for a second. When I “hear some noise within(2.1 143)”, I asked Romeo urgently for waiting for me, ran inside and ran back to him as soon as possible. I really pretended that I was running in a hurry for that short distance to show that I cared about Rome and was longed to see him. The second time when I said “a thousand times good night(2.1 164)”, I still held his hand when I turned back to the “room”.. Suddenly, I rush out again and speak loudly to him: “hist Romeo hist(2.1 169)” , and then ask him when should I send people to him the next. During the whole part of asking, I was looking at his eyes with smile. In addition to admiration, I expressed my dismay of his leaving by rising my hand in the air, pretending that there was a “wonton’s bird(2.1 191)” on my hand whom I just want to hold tightly. I finally held Romeo’s hand for the last time and returned to my room with a satisfied smile. When our hands finally had to separate, I still kept my hand spread at my back and tried to touch him with my finger tips. The series of movements showed how reluctantly I was to leave Romeo, and how much I want to meet him again although he was right in front of me. This scene ends with Romeo’s passionate monologue about his love and eagerness of marriage.

The second scene presents the deteriorated process of Romeo and Juliet’s love which starts with a humble beg of Juliet: “Wilt thou be gone? It was not yet near day. It was the nightingale , and not the lark(3.5 2)”. Knowing that Romeo is going to leave, Juliet struggles to cheat herself, which was the only thing she could do to comfort her broken heart. However, Romeo does not have the patience to be romantic when facing the risk of death; he directly points out the realistic: “It was the lark…I must be gone and live, or stay and die(3.5 6-11)”. Later, Romeo becomes extremely impatient and complains his discontent towards Juliet with an ending sentence of “Come death and welcome. Juliet wills it so(3.5 24)”. In this situation, Romeo only cares about himself rather than considering how sad Juliet was; his love for is gradually depleted because of the horror of death. Juliet eventually gives up retaining: “O, now begone. More light and light it grows(3.5 35)”. Romeo states his pessimistic mind to respond this sentence: “More light and light, more dark and dark our woes(3.5 36)”. If Romeo still loves Juliet as strong as before, he would absolutely encourage her and try to comfort her. However, he cannot even convince himself to be optimistic, how could he help Juliet get out of this mood? Juliet loses all her confidence which was extremely strong in the first scene that she even disrupts Romeo’s vow because she knows he would come for her again the next day. In the current situation, the only thing she can do is to keep Romeo as long as possible and asks diffidently, “O, think’st thou we shall ever meet again(3.5 51)”. When Romeo finally pacifies her by answering “doubt it not; and all these woes shall serve,For sweet discourses in our times to come(3.5 52-53)”, Juliet has already been dropped into the gulf of despair. She says “now thou art so low, As one dead in the bottom of a tomb(3.5 56)”, which foreshadows the probable ending of their love: death. Romeo as well, has the same feeling: “And trust me, love, in my eye so do you. Dry sorrow drinks our blood(3.5 59)”. Both of them have lost passion and hope because the monster of desperation has converted their love into burden and fetter, only provides them anguish.

Entirely diverse from the first scene, this scene was set to heighten pessimistic mood of the two characters, whose love and patience have been exploited by despair. I changed my costume into a white dress, and Romeo was wearing a black shirt in this scene, indicating the agony and dismay of our mind caused by the oncoming farewell. I was leaning my head on Romeo’s shoulder when I realize that he might leave soon and ask him as soft as possible: “Wilt thou begone(5.3 1)” I slowly raised my head from his shoulder, looking at his eyes with affectionateness to show that I was trying my best to keep him staying. As reply, Romeo pushed me away and said loudly, “It was the lark , the herald of the morn, No nightingale(5.3 6)”. Accompanied with his cruel statement, he gradually walked towards the window and got ready to leave since being alive became his only concern at that time. I followed him immediately and shrugged my shoulders, arguing that “It was some meteor that the sun(5.3 13)” with a deep exhale because I knew what I said was unconvincing. After Romeo yelled at me impatiently, I finally gave up and dropped my arms weakly beside my body. “It is, it is(3.5 26)” I murmured this sentence crestfallenly, and held my left hand in front of my heart to demonstrate how painful I felt when “[the lark] dividth us.” Romeo, whom did not care about my emotions, moved away a little and said, “Farewell, farewell. One kiss and I’ll descend(3.5 42)”. However, we did not make the kiss a real kiss on the lips like lovers usually do. He grabbed my hand quickly, slightly touched it with lips, simultaneously moved out. This series of impatient movements strongly implied that the only concern in Romeo’s mind was escaping; our love was defeated by our own minds and behaviors unconsciously. When Romeo got away from my balcony, I went after him again, asking him with a really invocatory voice: “think’st thou we shall ever meet again(3.5 51)”. I talked to him without any happiness and vitality to show that my optimism attitude was depleted by the truth, and I fell into a mood of darksome. Eventually, I stared at him when he left my balcony and spoke to him slowly: “now thou art so low, As one dead in the bottom of a tomb(3.5 56)”. I did not express any passion. Even though I reached my hand out pretending to catch him, I retracted it quickly. To show the callousness of me, I conveyed the notion that Romeo had become a dead person in my heart, just like our love, had been pulled away by despair. Totally contrast to the first scene, where I spoke with him confidently and predicted our future positively, this scene expressed my desperation through those diffident tone, powerless movements and feeble faces.

Playing Juliet helped me understand deeply about Romeo and Juliet’s love, which is vigorous but brittle. From analyzing her language and acting her behaviors , I gradually realized that she is the representation of every girl in the world, expecting liberty, passion and a profound relationship. Nevertheless, young love is never a stable factor: desperation could always destroy irrational minds. Therefore, we should restore our patience, control our emotions and think deeply before making decisions in any situation. 


2015年11月12日星期四

Fist paragraph

The performance starts with a hint of strong love when Romeo confess his admiration under the balcony in Act II Scene 1, a scene filled with exchanging of romance, passion and hope . Romeo expresses his deep affection to Juliet by saying “It was the East, and Juliet was the sun(2.1 3).” This metaphor vividly indicates how important and fascinating Juliet was for Romeo, since “the sun” was the brightest and most unique substance in the universe. Knowing Juliet’s real mind when she say, “In truth, fair Montague, I am too fond” , he could not conceal his exhilaration and vows to the moon immediately. Despite family feud, Romeo bravely pronounces his love and determination. Romeo’s love to Juliet was strong, pure and urgent. Similarly, young Juliet also has an intense desire on Romeo. She would like to discard her family and “no longer be a Capulet” for Romeo if possible; she also discard a girl’s reserved manner and straightforwardly pour out her heart to the man she only meet once:“Thy purpose marriage, send me word tomorrow, And all my fortunes at thy foot I’ll lay”. The innocence and candidness of Juliet demonstrate her enthusiasm towards love and freedom. Furthermore, Juliet was confident about their love. She wholehearted believes that they will meet again and prove their love legally: “This bud of love, by summer’s ripening breath, May prove a beauteous flower when next we meet.” As Juliet says, “I would have thee gone, And yet no farther than a wanton’s bird, That lets it hop a little from his hand”, she feels reluctant to let Romeo leave. During their conversation, Juliet was forced to get into the room because of the Nurse, and immediately comes out to the balcony to meet Romeo again; She says multiple times of “goodbye” and “a thousand times good night” and just could not let Romeo leave. Romeo as well, grabs Juliet for multiple times and waits her patiently when she was in her room. In this scene, they feel loath to part from each other and gain plenty of hope for the future because of their fervent love.

2015年11月10日星期二

Thesis and outline

As these two scenes both happen at Juliet’s balcony before the two lovers separate, I emphasized the emotional difference by using changed vocal tones, exaggerated movements and contrasting colors. These techniques clearly show that their fervent love is eventually affected by desperation and which leads to their irrational decisions. 

Outline
-Intro, excerpt and thesis
-Analysis of the first scene: to what extent does Romeo and Juliet love each other
-Reflection of the first act: how did I show their strong love to each other
-Analysis of the second scene: how does their love changes and why
-Reflection of the second scene: how did I show the love changes between Romeo and Juliet, how did I make the comparison from the first scene

2015年11月8日星期日

Coursework Draft #1

“Romeo and Juliet”, one of the most popular play written by William Shakespeare, is  the universally-accepted representation of pure and immutable love that even death cannot separate the main characters, Romeo and Juliet. However, tasting the artwork carefully, I doubt that their love is not really that strong and invulnerable. The love between them was not affected by external factors but exactly by the desperations of both Romeo and Juliet after the banishment of the bridegroom. Because both of the characters are young and impulsive, any incident could alter their emotions dramatically, and change their behaviors in front of their lover. In order to demonstrate the alternation, I, excerpt lines from Act II Scene 1, when Romeo and Juliet reveal their deep love to each other and Act III Scene 5, when Romeo is forced to leave after their wedding night. As these two scene all happen intensely at Juliet’s balcony before the separation of them, the comparison of the Romeo and Juliet’s emotions and behavior between the two scenes is extraordinarily strong. Acting as Juliet, I gradually feel her extreme passion and desperation when facing the two contradict situation and have a better understanding of this play. 

The performance starts when Romeo confess his admiration under the balcony in Act II Scene 1. Romeo expresses his deep love to Juliet by saying “It is the East, and Juliet is the sun(2.1 3).” This metaphor vividly indicates how important and fascinating Juliet is for Romeo, since “the sun” is the brightest and most unique substance in the universe. Knowing Juliet’s real mind when she say, “In truth, fair Montague, I am too fond” , he could not conceal his exhilaration and vows to the moon immediately. By putting himself into danger and promise Juliet faithfully, Romeo bravely pronounces his love as well as determination. Romeo’s love to Juliet is strong, pure and urgent. Similarly, young Juliet also has an intense desire on Romeo. She would like to discards her family and “no longer be a Capulet” for Romeo if possible; she also discards a girl’s reserved manner and straightforwardly pour out her heart to the man she only meet once:“Thy purpose marriage, send me word tomorrow, And all my fortunes at thy foot I’ll lay”. The innocence and candidness of Juliet demonstrate her enthusiasm towards love and freedom. Furthermore, Juliet is confident about their love. She wholehearted believes that they will meet again and prove their love legally: “This bud of love, by summer’s ripening breath, May prove a beauteous flower when next we meet.” As Juliet says, “I would have thee gone, And yet no farther than a wanton’s bird, That lets it hop a little from his hand”, she feels reluctant to let Romeo leave. In this scene, Juliet is forced to get into the room because of the Nurse, and immediately comes out to the balcony to meet Romeo again; She says multiple times of “goodbye” and “a thousand times good night” and just could not let Romeo leave. Romeo as well, grabs Juliet for multiple times and waits her patiently when she is in her room. They feel loath to part from each other and gain plenty of hope for the future because of their fervent love.

In order to show the beauteous and brightness of this scene, our group constructs an atmosphere of cozy and romantic. The entire scene is staged at the back of two windows, with a large table in front as fences of the balcony. I wear a dark red medieval dress and my partner, acting as Romeo, wears an orange shirt, to show the vividness and ardour from our hearts. In the beginning of this scene, I, Juliet, am positioned on a little chair which is lower than the fence and therefore could only see but not hear anything outside of the “room”. After Romeo quietly presenting his monologue, I suddenly stand up and shove the windows. With a sigh, I start my own monologue with a complaining tune: “O, Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo.” Not so much complaint as coquetry like a little girl, I show the disappointment as well as expectation of Juliet with an face of imagining, reflecting her eagerness for Romeo. When I find out that Romeo has heard my murmur, I first become shock, and immediately I start to smile with excitement. I talk with him as genteelly as possible, while I could not hide the chuckle in my voice. When Romeo vows, I stop him nervously with my hand trying to cover his lips: “O, swear not by the moon, th’ inconstant moon, That monthly changes in her < circled > orb , Lest that thy love prove likewise variable.” My voice starts to raise higher and faster when I feel ambivalent for his promise: I want him to give me his vow, but I do not want it to be informal. I even touch his check to show how much I am attracted by him when I say, “swear by thy gracious self”. The most significant part which I emphasize is how hard it is for Juliet to leave Romeo even for a second. When I “hear some noise within”, I ask Romeo urgently for waiting for me, and running away and back to him as soon as possible. I really pretend that I am running in a hurry for that short distance to show how much I care about Romeo and in fact do not want him to wait for too long. The second time when I say “a thousand times good night”, I still hold his hand when I turn back. Suddenly, I rush out again and speak loudly to him: “hist Romeo hist!” , and then ask him when should I send people to him the next. During the whole part of asking, I am looking at his eyes with smile. In addition to admiration, I express my dismay of his leaving by rising my hand and assimilating him to a “wonton’s bird” whom I just want to hold in my hand. I finally hold Romeo’s hand for the last time and return to my room with a satisfied smile. When our hands finally have to separate, I still keep my hand spread at my back and try to touch him with my finger tips. This scene ends with Romeo’s passionate monologue about his love and eagerness of marriage.

Analysis scene 2:Romeo’s desperation , Juliet’s desperate and the contrast on dialogue and movements.
Evaluate: The contrast of costume and How did I act as Juliet.
Ending: What have I achieved, learnt and what should be improved

2015年11月6日星期五

Miserable but fantastic


A famous saying has condemned that “marriage is the grave of love”. Many people would nod their heads in a high frequency and show their agreement with this dictum by abundant tears. However, do you know what are worse than experiencing a marriage from vividness to death? Pretending to fall in love deeply with someone and deliberately pushing the love into its tomb would absolutely be one of the most merciless things in the world for me! Now, the door of time machine has already been opened; let’s walk in and retrospect the miserable but fantastic experience again. 

Can you see my screwy face which is trying to control the elf who struggles to jump out and spread the catalyst of laughter? I am totally captured by the elf at first and can find no way to throw myself into the mood of “falling in love” . My voice is prosaic; my emotion is flat, and my face expression is awkward. Not even achieve the basic criteria of performance, I am totally lost on how to show the profound love, which seems to be immutable and invulnerable of Juliet. I attempt to smile gently, to speak with excitement and to add more movements such as holding Romeo’s hand or touching his face. That works out to be a lot better, and I can see myself gradually become a little who is drenched in love. I can even express the love from my eyes when raising my hand to touch Romeo’s check, while my heart is cachinnating crazily. 

Keep following the time machine, you can find a huge gap between the second and the first scene: the happiness on my face all disappears and the awkward face comes back again. Well, I do want to make a comparison on how does the love between Romeo and Juliet change because of desperation, rather than how does my emotion changes because of my bad acting skill! How to pretend to be desperate? I become lost again. Suddenly, I come up with a scene happened when I was young. My father used to work in another city and hardly came back home because of his busy job. Therefore, every time when he was going to leave, I would hold his hand, twist my shoulders and talk with him like a baby. Maybe I can use these actions to show my desperation and reluctance for Romeo’s banishment. I apply this strategy into my performance, and it really helps me to get over some of the embarrassed face and weird tune.

To tell the truth, the final draft does not come to be as perfect as I expect since the cooperation between me and my partner is not completely harmonized, partly because Romeo is actually performed by a girl. Furthermore, I do not memorize the lines well, and therefore I have to pay attention to those lines all the time. In the future I will try to spend more time on memorizing those dialogues and create a better performance. The best part of our final draft, I believe, is the costume. In the first scene, both of us wear bright color costume, which indicates the vividness of love; in the second scene, I wear a pure white dress , and Romeo is totally in black, implying desperation and death. The color contrast perfectly suggests the changes of mood and love. 

In conclusion, this experience is momentous since I have never tried to perform a scene this long(although it is only 7 minutes total). Furthermore, I have to always concentrate on what I want to emphasize rather than just telling a story. The subtle emotions and gesture are two of the hardest bust most important factors in the performance! I really have to do some research and make more improvement on these realms. All in all, I am on my way to become the best actress by all the miserable but fantastic experience!Fighting!



Video-Desperation, the killer of love

http://youtu.be/906AVcv4neM

2015年11月3日星期二

Reflection

In my first draft, I have successfully expressed emotions of both excitement and desperation of Juliet, which was previously difficult for me because I could not easily control my face expressions during the performance. However, I made a great improvement this time! Being less nervous and worrying, I have found the most comfortable way for me to act and understand more profoundly about Juliet’s feelings. My gestures are also more fluently and appropriately than the past. I could use them to match my language and emotions now. 

However, I feel that I should speak louder and more accurately. There are a lot of words still confusing for me which I should definitely get familiar with. Furthermore, I need to memorize most of the lines so that I could make more eye contacts with either “Romeo” or audiences. Costumes are another key for showing the contradiction of love and desperation. I would bring costumes next time that one is colorful for the first scene, and the other is mainly white for the second scene. Next time we will improve a little more!

2015年11月2日星期一

In-class writing: How to express the contradiction.

Although I have planned completely for what to say and what to act, it was still really hard to express the emotions by language and body movements. My two scene are all happen at the balcony, showing two totally opposite moods of the two characters. In order to show how deep Juliet and Romeo love each other in the first scene, we try to speak in jocular voice and to be both excited and nervous. In this scene, I run back and forth from my room to the balcony for multiple times to indicate that Juliet wants to stay with Romeo and cannot wait to meet him again. On the contrary, the emotions of both of us are changed in the second scene at the totally same place. We are desperate because of Romeo’s banishment and therefore could not speak as happy as we first met. I use a desperate voice to pled Romeo to stay and realize that we may not reunite again at all. I am sad, and a little angry because he could not stay any more. In this scene, Romeo is trying to leave as he moves farther and farther from me. I follow his movements and try to keep close to him and to cheshire the last minutes we could stay together. However, our language, tune and emotions all suggest that we have lost most of our hopes.

There should be absolutely more movements in our performance. I could try more to hold Romeo and ask him not to leave more excitedly. I feel that I can speak a little slower although it is pretty hard to control because of my emotional changes. However, the second scene is more challenge for me. I am really bad at presenting seriousness and sadness on the stage because I always want to laugh! Practice may be helpful and I will also add more body movements and eye contacts to show my feelings. If possible, I will also change those prompts from colorful sets to dark sets such as removing those flowers away to show the contrast of our feelings.