2016年2月29日星期一

Once in the Black Box

http://youtu.be/y-gdLnB-Tuw

How would the musical adaptation of My Love, My Love differ from the novel? Would I feel bored since I am so familiar with the plots that I can recite every single detail in the book? What would actors do to show all the complicated experience of Desiree? Would the ending be as sad as that in the novel? With all those questions in mind, I, as a “professional” performer and director, stepped into the Black Box. With the colorful  lights on, I saw a different background I had used to see everyday; the magic and alive forest led me to a world full of music and love. 

A singer is not a singer but a story teller; every piece of music is designed to be a novel. The songs in the play really impressed me and even shocked me especially those harmonious tutti. The lyrics and melodies matched perfectly: one contained all logical and useful information while the other emphasized on abundant emotions. They were not able to be separated from each other just like fries and ketchup. My favorite song, however, was a solo by Daniel: Some Girls. This song compared two girls with similar form of lyrics, showing Daniel’s hesitation between them. At the same time, the two performers showed exactly their characteristics: Desiree was a innocent girl and Andrea was a Nobel lady. I started to understand why Daniel could not make a choice between them at first and nearly cried heartbreakingly when he sang the last sentence: “Some girl you marry and some girl you love.” Only music could give us this kind of strong feelings and empathy. 

The theme “Love” has passed through the entire play. Love between gods and human; love between parents and child; love between Desiree and Daniel. The four gods really cared about Desiree. They saved her life in a tree, helped her to achieve her goal and believe her can prove the existence of love. Even Papa Ge, who should be absolutely cruel, could not refuse her pleading and felt sad when she died. Mama and Tonton must be the kindest people in the world. They adopted the poor orphan, raised her up to be healthy and happy, respected her dream rather than constricting her. Love was expressed from their eyes, their languages and their bodies. As for Daniel, he must really loved Desiree at that presence. Their happiness, promises and wished were all true because of love. He was just too weak to make his own decision. For him, love was beat by authorities. However, Desiree's love has surpassed everything. Love was faith for her that she could use her life as expense, which really moved me a lot. 

I was totally attracted by the play until the last second, and the ending in fact surprised me the most. Unlike the novel, where Desiree passes away and becomes a butterfly, she instead transformed to a tree to protect Daniel's family. This was the sublimation of love, selfless and lenient. A Chinese poem which I believe has expressed the spirit of this play best confessed :“If I cannot stay with you till death, I’d wish you to live longer.”Hope that everyone in the world can be loved by others.

2016年2月26日星期五

The song of the butterflies( oral presentation)

http://youtu.be/JLyJW-ZIVKk
What is your favorite bed-time story? The Tinderbox? The Thumbelina? Or the Princess and the pea? Thinking about fairy tale, the first person who jumps out from my mind must be Hans Christian Anderson. He is impressive for me not only because of his lively stories but also those heartbroken and meaningful endings(why meaningful). The most sorrowful but intriguing story on my list would be The Little Mermaid. I have read this fairy tale over and over again, from comical version to the actual text in English with tears filling my eyes every time. Pain, anger and regret stroke my heart dozens of times, and I just wanted to stop the innocent girl from sacrificing herself. Nevertheless, fairy tale seemed to be unrealistic, and I was forced to focus on the real world when I got older. As time passed, those painful eagerness gradually faded from my life and was locked at the bottom of my memory. All those impressive memories jumped out to me again when I read a much more realistic adaptation of The Little Mermaid, My Love, My Love, written by Rosa Guy. This novel transforms the main character into a peasant girl who always dreams about modern cities and precious love. She meets a man who is in danger and devotes everything to protect the man who gives her hope meanwhile destroys her life. Reading My Love, My Love, I felt my heart to be stroke by thousands of needles because more realism leads to more empathy. I imagine myself to be the protagonist Desiree and wonder why she would rather give up everything impetuously to pursue the illusory affection. This question haunts me during the entire process of preparing for the script, and I decide to deeply excavate Desiree’s mental changes with my partner to better understand her reasons for making these miserable decisions.
An old saying has stated that “Lookers-on see much more than players.” In order to comprehend the “game” completely, my group mate and I decided to design characters of both “plays” and “lookers”. To be specific, both me and him will have two characters to play: one is in the actual scene of Desiree’s love story while the other one is narrating and commenting on what she has experienced. The first two characters in Desiree's story were really obvious to pick: Desiree and her lover Daniel. However, who should be the narrators that could present my opinion and concerns? Who should be the one who really cares about Desiree and understands her best? Suddenly, a scene of the novel jumps out from my mind: “[The peasant girl]puts her hand around the butterfly and closed her eyes to make wishes.” In the novel, butterflies have appeared several times in different situation, indicating Desiree's changes about wishes and desire. 
—How to set the personalities and functions of each character(desire and persistence)
—How to contrast butterfly and human(exaggerated movements and tones)
—How to arrange the settings and blocking
—Overall costumes, lights, music
  Comedy, romance and tragedy
—My performance(especially dance, voice, sadness)
—How did all these work
(Eventually understand why she would rather give up her life because of love by actually acting her out and be moved by those romantic promises)
(Butterfly represents my own opinion and how I want to help her in my own way, kind like finishing my wishing since my childhood.)