Among all emotions, anger is the flake that ignites the gradually accumulated emotions such as sadness, disappointment or resentment. No one could easily control a set of fire, which could suddenly burn an entire house. A series of reaction would easily burns out insintricly in a second until our brain finally realize what's going on.
All my memory of anger, in my lucid life, was about playing the piano and studying math. Although I finally got rid of the “annoying piano”, which I tend to enjoy now, my fight with math will never have an end. When I was in grade 8, math became incredibly difficult (a lot harder than pre-calculus). In order to help me get better grade, my irritable dad decided to tutor me in his own way, which I could hardly understand. I finally got mad on a Thursday night, which was already 11 O’clock and I just could not figure out the answer of a quadratic function problem. I suddenly stood up, threw away my pencil and started crying. In the next second, my father slapped me on my face. I could not remember how that day ended, but I just refused to talk with my dad and gave up studying math for a month. The test grade came out to be awful, and I started to wondering what to do.
Obviously I have got over this problem and became a math genius now; my father, to my surprise, gradually turns to be a patient and amiable man. Sometimes I am thinking that if we could communicate more when I was young,if we could both be more patience and understood each other more, I might become the world-best mathematician in the future.
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